Survivor

for the longest time that we are facing trials
how many of these storms, earthquakes and the like
no matter how strong and devastating at times
but we definitely get through all the time

we are strong amidst the storm
yes it’s proven and true
but we had to have some help
for us to get through

as for the wrath of Yolanda, aka Haiyan
is really world’s worst and troublesome
seeing the photos and hearing the news
the cry of the people is all at loose

we have to move forward
extend help with the highest regard
to the most needy and in grief
by giving our prayers as well as relief

such things will soon be over
it may not be easy but it’s within God’s power
we have to act and be sober in helping others
most of all believe that we are all survivors

cry of the unborn

..i can hear the ticking of the clock
it’s time!...it’s time!..
this wall that surrounds me
so thick, i can’t even breathe

it hurts, what is it?
my heart beats faster
it suffocates me
i do want to live please let me

my vision is blurry
did you take another dose
that you are not allowed to

my stomach lurched
i felt dizzy i need to vomit
what is this feeling..so strange

you can’t even hear me cry
i tried to kick you
but my legs were weak, can’t move

i want to see the world hang on there
but how will i if you want me to die
i love you but you just let me go...

Wish you were here...

I was your favorite...of course I'm your one and only.
You used to call me beautiful (you're the only one I trust when it comes to this area), your princess, your angel.
You treated me well, loved me more than anyone else in this world.
I was your little mic, the love of your life, your precious gem

I remembered one time, we talked. That was the first time ever that I saw you cried in front of me. Only telling me that you're proud of me. That I'm irreplaceable. Nothing in this world could compare to me.

We cried that night. It was something memorable to me, That was a week before you left.

You stood by me through thick and thin (well there's no thickness I guess because I'm thin)
You did everything for me...to much that I can't even repay it back to you.

There were times when I'm not that good at all. I gave you headaches and made you worried at times.
I also put a frown on your face and made you mad most of the time.
I even thought of being unwanted and thought of being a prodigal one.
But even though I've made all those things, your love still amazes me

You've been so patient, so kind, workaholic
You've carried the burden all by yourself
You've been so strong. You've endured all the pain
You've given me enough...it may not be material things. It's more than money could buy

You've been my strength, my comfort
You're my words of wisdom, my encourager, my English teacher, my absorber, my wall

How could it be that you're gone from my sight
How after four years, it seems like it just happened yesterday

How I wish you're still here, watching me sleep, cooking anything you could offer, see where I'm standing now as your child, as a lady, as a woman.

How I pray that whenever it is my birthday, you would tickle my feet, kiss me in my forehead, giving me your widest smile as you greet me one happy blessed birthday

Ah...the days when you used to hold my hand and led me as we walked the street. I was 5 then, and you protected me from that fat woman who wanted to get me from you.

You never failed, even though I failed you at some point. You have made my heart stronger when you break it just by leaving me alone.

Can you come back even just for a second just to touch your face and see your smile?

Can you...

Will you...

i miss you daddy


P.S. You told me you're my number 1 fan. so don't destroy that loyalty wherever you are, ok.
I love you

and if I could turn back time, and i have to choose a father, I will still choose you...simply because you're irreplaceable. One great dad above anyone else.